Friday, June 10, 2016

Día Número 26

Wow. Those numbers are getting high! You are walking an incredible distance!

Maddie arrived today (for Sarah's graduation) and I've been doing an enormous amount of homework, because she has a summer class on Greek literature. Anna and I went out to lunch to celebrate her finishing school and passing all her classes. Sarah graduates on Sunday, and my dog is very tired. I am also tired after watching Messi score a hat trick in 19 minutes in the Copa America with the family, and I'm ready for bed.

Since my words are brief and lack suitable encouragement, here's a picture instead.


Keep walking, and keep praying, bud!

Ponder love today.

Thursday, June 9, 2016

Día Número 25

Hola, mi amiga.

Como era León? Estoy tan entusiasmada que estés en España. Te quiero mucho.

Okay, enough practice for you. I am delighted to report that the 5:00pm daily mass at St. Michael's Church did not kick me out today for wearing sweatpants, and, what's more, I offered it up for you. I hope that since my prayer has been more diligent I might be spared any more stomach flus ;)

I'm definitely tired again.






I also miss Burt...


So, either I'm getting my period soon, or I'm wearing down altogether.


I hope you appreciate that last one. I decided gifs would be easier than writing when I'm tired. I'm reading a lot, but work at the soup kitchen doesn't start until next week, and that's is a long time away. I hope I don't have to linger like this all summer.

Maybe you are tired, too. Maybe walking another day doesn't sound very pleasant and the emotional energy to interact with your large group all day is starting to wear you down. Maybe your body is still occupying more space in your mind than your soul, and maybe even your knee is bugging you. If yes, if no, know of my prayers and keep on fighting, buddy. The Camino is definitely not for the idle or the pusillanimous. Amidst the tired, amidst the hurt, amidst the darkness, "Behold, I am making all things new." (Rev 21:5). 

Ponder love today. 


Wednesday, June 8, 2016

Día Número 24

Hey! I love you!

So I realize looking back at what I said about León that I said zero helpful things. I probably should have talked a bit more about the Gothic and Romanesque beauty of the Cathedral and Basilica, respectively, and mentioned the famous convent there, too. Even a tidbit about the interred remains of St. Isidore, who is a very important saint in Spain, would have been nice. However, having chosen to talk about the things that you may or may not see, I hope that you simply enjoy the city. Heck, I hope you simply enjoy all of Spain.

Nonetheless, I hope you enjoy a brief clip of Scout the cat catching a moth today (assuming you get enough wifi to load a whole video!



If not, perhaps a photo of me and my dog would be better.


That was me finishing up Pride and Prejudice in the sunroom. 

I offered mass for you today. Anna is very stressed out about a chemistry exam tomorrow, so if you think of it, could you say a prayer? I found her a bit ago in her room on the point of tears, but refusing to admit any emotion except annoyance. She kicked me out with a glare, and though I'm sure she will ace her test, I would hate for her poor attitude to keep her in a bad mood longer than necessary. Sarah just finished up her Senior Project as well, and she is graduating on Sunday! Maddie texted me yesterday, too, saying that she had had a terrible day. They could all use some prayers. 

I probably could, too. Not that I'm in bad shape, but I'm exhausted. There's absolutely no reason for me to be tired, because I'm living in daily luxury, but I am already worn out. I'm probably about to have my period or something, but now I need to go to bed. 

Ponder love today.

Tuesday, June 7, 2016

Día Número 23

Today, I had the marvelous surprise of your postcard!


It's dated from day 7, which is something like day 10 or 11 in this blog's calculations, so please note that Spanish mail takes about 2 weeks to arrive here! Thank you for the glory of that image and it's caption... what a treat...

The sun came out in Duluth today, and Jesus seemed intent on answering all of my whining that it was cloudy and that volunteering had been difficult to set up, etc. etc. When I woke up, the sun was already brilliant, the volunteering was set up easily after a phone call, I finished a book that I had been putting off to discover that it contained precisely the answers to questions I had been asking when I had started it (but neglected to finish it until now), and I began reading Pride and Prejudice (again), and so I'm summarily delighted with everything. Did you know that Jane Austen wrote Pride and Prejudice (under its original title "First Impressions") when she was only 21 years old? It has since been (rightly) proclaimed the first great work of modern literature, and she has both heralded the new era and surpassed it! I believe myself even more taken with it than I was before. Lizzy, though portrayed with all the affection her fans have for her in the movies, is absolutely bull-headed in the books in her refusal to allow Darcy even a shred of decency and her commitment to upholding Wickham's character, though she is met with continual cautions and pleas to reverse her opinions. She is absolutely blinded with hatred for the man, which all began with her perception that he had a disagreeable countenance and that he refused to dance with her on their first meeting. #somuchpride #somuchprejudice 

To conclude, before I am taken in with raptures about León, I also had a lovely bath:


The picture, unfortunately, does not do justice to the open air flowing in through the window, nor the scent of the incense sticks that I had lit, nor the delightful humidity of the hot bathwater. It does, however, sufficiently portray that two candles that were a gift from my sister and the beloved book sitting on the table. 

León is a magical sort of place, it seems, and I am so glad that you get to visit, even if it's only for a bit. The cathedral and basilica are both magnificent works of architecture and devotion, and, though I realize a visit is out of the question, they boast a stupendous and new modern art museum called the MUSAC. Perhaps, though, you might recognize simply walking by the bright colors that paint the facade and note to your companions that it is home to the latest innovations in art (acknowledging, of course, that it is nothing close to the greatest works of yesteryear, yet (I maintain hope for modern art)). Close by, hopefully along the route you are taking, are some red mountains called "Las Medulas." I'm not sure if you will see them, but I hope so! They're beautiful, but also intriguing. Basically, the Romans dug up and the replanted entire mountains to get the gold inside, so the mountains still resemble something turned inside out with their red-clay coloring and unsteady soil. 

Furthermore, it's supposed to be excellent for food! Rumor has it that some bars will give free tapas with a drink, but even if not, the region is mostly known for their meats. I am partial to the lighter fare of southern Spain, but the weird looking sausages of León ("botillo" and "mortilla") have their merits, too. I think special attention, though, should be devoted to the fact that you are in SPAIN and I am so glad that you are there! 

Puedo escribir en español si que te ayude practicar la lengua. Es buena práctica para mí también, pero comprendo si es más difícil para ti. Te amo. Estoy rogando para ti. Siempre. 

Ponder love today. 


Monday, June 6, 2016

Día Número 22

I finished Anna Karenina today! What a stupendous (and very long book)! The last 80 or so pages are just the epilogue. Imagine that. 80 pages of post-action wind down. Levin converted in the end and Anna (poor Anna) jumped under a train. Her last moment, though, full of emotion as she was, she prayed that the Lord would forgive her everything, and then she died.

Dark as that was, it's the kind of book that will stick with me, and it reminds me over and over again that what we would really like when we've done wrong is punishment or an assurance that it didn't really matter. We don't really want mercy. To be forgiven is harder than to forgive, in many respects!

Now, I'm curled up with Pride and Prejudice, my favorite. I hope to read it all tonight, but no guarantees. I'm trying to go to bed at a reasonable time, and it's already 10pm. Last night, I tried to correct my sleep schedule by getting into bed at 6:30 (when I was sick) and I feel like I didn't sleep at all! At the very least, I rolled around for hours. Nonetheless, I was alert enough today to find this gem while cleaning out my drawers. It's an article for Catholic Studies from the year before we were freshmen describing a day on the Catholic Women's Floor... Can you guess who wrote it??


It might be too small for you to see, but that is Lizzie Schmidt in the flesh. :) She notes at the end that she will never forget the girls who were with her through that year, and I'm inclined to agree with her. In fact, I'm writing across continents right now just to stay in touch with one of the girls from my year on the floor!

I hope your day after the rest day went well and that Alex is feeling better! I hope that you are able to start engaging with your soul just as much as with your body! And I hope that you are having just the right amount of good and bad on the trip of a lifetime! Mostly, though, I pray for you. I need to be better about praying, but I always pray for you. 

Tomorrow, I'll try to post some details about León! My research indicates that the tapas there are fantastic and often come free with a drink! :)

Ponder love today.

Sunday, June 5, 2016

Día Número 21

Wow. Day 21 of you being gone! Three weeks exactly!

I hope your rest day went well. Mine was interesting, which I credit to the fact that I told Jesus last night that I would work out today in offering for you not walking today. That did not go according to plan, to say the least.

I woke up this morning at 10AM, then went back to sleep until 12:30. Groggily arising from bed, I walked downstairs where my mother informed me that I had slept through all of the sunlight. Apparently, it had been bright and warm that morning, but clouds had blown in during the afternoon. My dad, neglecting the weather report, was confidently outside mowing the lawn when the first torrential downpour began. Within 20 minutes, the sky had gone from sunny and clear to dark and thundering, and my dad walked inside drenched. It did clear up for a little bit in the afternoon, but continued to alternate in about one hour cycles between storming and sunny. Not that I'm surprised: Lake effect weather is real!

However, just as things were looking up, my sister and I headed outside with a frisbee. I was attempting to take a break in the midst of cleaning my bathroom, so I left it with bottles of lotion strewn across the floor and piles of hair ties littering the counter. (I was confident that I would have plenty of time tonight to finish cleaning, but alas, t'was not to be.) Anna and I tossed around the glorious disc for 20 minutes, which was just enough time for her to wreck several of father's new flowers and my stomach to decide it was done for the day.

Rushing inside just in time, my porcelain toilet was graced with what I can only say was an onslaught of the worst sort. I thought I was done after half of an hour of sweat, moans, and diarrhea, but my attempt to rise from my fetal position was met with a secondary onslaught. As I lay there, I considered my diet, which was a few slices of bell peppers, some fontina cheese, and a cookie (plus my daily coffee), aka a light combination entirely unable to account for the wretched state of my stomach.

Finally forcing myself to rise and shower before Mass, I hobbled to the car and prayed for an hour of relief so that I could go to Holy Communion. Luckily, a surprise of a different sort awaited me in the church, so let me give credit to the grace of your pilgrimage when I say that I didn't even blink upon the discovery of Kelly and Nick in the back pews. In fact, it was so ordinary-feeling and un-panicky that I wouldn't mention it as an event, except that three weeks ago my calm demeanor would have only been possible with a miracle. This time, I didn't even feel the need to mentally note where she was sitting, nor did I think of her during Mass. My primary concern was making sure that I didn't empty the remaining contents of my stomach into the aisle (which became a real risk as the Gospel was read) and I am still doing well now!

I came home to a magnificent dinner of grilled chicken with avocado, potato wedges, corn, french bread, and strawberries. I only was able to eat a little, and I left the table longing for a little bit more, but now, I'm curled up in bed for the night. I never got to hear whether being cold was an issue for you; I hope not by how tan you looked! But I am still a bit chilly wearing socks, two layers of pants, a long sleeve shirt under a sweatshirt, and tucked in under my covers. Probably a stomach bug or something, but at least I am treated to a delightful view as I wallow in my sickliness:


I love you, too! Ponder love today.

Saturday, June 4, 2016

Día Número 20

AHHHHHHH.

So.

We got to talk to you today...

So Anne is going to write this blog in celebration!

(Laurel just passed me the computer...cool Laurel...I thought this was a group effort...)

HIIIII!! WE JUST SAW YOUR SMILING FACE!
Hope you got some decent shut eye and enjoy your day of rest.

After Skyping with you, Laurel and I took Sparkles for a nice long walk...and by long I mean one block...actually I don't think we even made it a block but it was a great effort! She pooped...and then pooped AGAIN! Laurel was not pleased, but also pleased because poor Sparkles hasn't pooped in days....Talking about all this poop reminds me of Colleen...

(sly transition...)

Colleen is making a dress! I think we said something about it on Skype, but here it is:


So I asked Laurel, "how is she making this dress" and to be honest, neither of us have any clue. Is it a tank top and a skirt? Did she make it from scratch? No clue, but we should be proud. Yay for Colleen! Also, speaking of her digestion, she made sure to text both Laurel and I the other day about her decision to eat ice cream with her sister to which her sister said "Cheers to the shits!" Lol, Laurel said I could swear on the blog, but as we all know, Grandma Marge says Shit is not a swear word so...I'm going with it. 

Speaking of other wonderful people (my transitions are on today) LAUREL'S MOM bought Laurel the perfect gift:

That right there is a Wine Connoisseur's Gift Set. It is OFF. THE. CHAIN. Or as Laurel would put it "off the chart." Laurel can now vacuum seal her wine bottles and pour her wine through an aerating spigot like a champ. 

So Laurel and I had some pizza with her momma and Annes. Pizza was de-lish (ate an extra slice for you) and continued to discuss Marshall athletics and see baby photos of all the Eyer-lings...some nudity was present but we were all adult enough to handle it...just kidding, it was HILARIOUS! (I'll get the one of Laurel from Anna later ;) )

As my tummy rumbles from my second pizza today (yes, I had pizza for lunch on my quasi-date...ha ha ha Anne went on an awkward date) I will soon be heading home to my abode to watch Law and Order with me madre and off to bed. Laurel will like be snuggling with Anna Karenina til she falls asleep. 

We both need some Vitamin D. This no sun thing is drivin us CARAZAY! Maybe we'll just hop on a plane to Spain. I'm sorry, that was mean. We will not be doing so so don't expect it. But we will walk with you in spirit, maybe even actually taking a walk here when summer rolls around in July, but any-who...

We love you SO much. We are praying for YOU. We thank you for all the prayers and time you are offering for us and so many others. You are a strong, beautiful, independent woman who has already walked 250 miles!! Woot woot girl, look at you go! Until next time...

Ponder love today.