Your Last Day!

It's your last day in Poland, huh?

I am so grateful Jesus gave you this opportunity!  I can't wait to hear about all the amazing things you saw and learned while you were on this adventure.

But most of all I am excited to just be around you again!  You are such a light in my life.  I see Jesus in you and am loved by Jesus through you.  I can't wait to just be and hang out!

Ideas of fun things to do when you get caught up on your sleep and are not overwhelmed by the transition back to America:

1. ice skating
2. henna tattoos
3. draw on Colleen's face while she is sleeping
4. make Valentine's Day cards for Caroline and Lizzy
5.make homemade pizza, watch a movie, and drink wine/Diet Dr. Pepper
6. color with markers
7. eat pancakes and watch That's So Raven

I will be praying for your flight back home!  Safe travels mi pequeno amigo mono...Espero que usted todavia tiene el pelo cuando vuelvas.

P.S. Colleen is going gluten and dairy free. This is what we having been living with...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sZw1eoSjA-Q

Rend Collective and More!

Laurel Ann Eyer,

Updates from Princeton:

1. Colleen is currently wearing a groutfit and singing "I've got my groufit!  I've got my groufit on!"

2. Anne and Colleen have been binge watching Sherlock Holmes episodes on Netflix.

3. I recently came across a new Rend Collective song I really like.  It is called More Than Conquerors.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2p8_4NbrcKA GET EXCITED FOR THE CONCERT!!!! :) :) :)

4. Risa Peine left for Europe.  She emailed me a few days ago and told me this really awkward story I thought I would share with you.  (As told in the words of Risa Peine:)

We were staying in a hostel in Krakow and they advertised a 'continental breakfast' as part of the room package, so of course, we went straight for the free food.  It turns out that the breakfast was served family style in the hostel's tiny kitchen.  Thus, bread, jam, butter, instant coffee and cornflakes were sitting in the center of the 6 person table in the middle of the kitchen.  When we were sitting there munching on our bread, an asian girl came in and started making toast.  She made a total of 8 pieces of toast and also had cornflakes.  She was the most petite girl I have ever seen, but she put away food like a beast.  Then, an Australian girl came in and went about her breakfast quietly, so the room was in silence except for munching noises.  Then, an asian boy ( I am not trying to be racist, just describe the situation) came in and looked around, startled that so many people were there.  He quickly put his head down and shuffled toward the toaster.  Without looking at anyone, he toasted two pieces of bread and put jam on the first piece.  As he was eating that one, he got embarrassed and decided not to put jam on the next one and just ate it toasted and plain, looking down at the table the whole time.  Still hungry, he put another piece of toast in the toaster, but couldn't handle the pressure of waiting and popped it out early to just eat it.  Finally, he grabbed a plain piece of bread and ate it straight, never looking at any of us and trying to take up as little space as possible.  As if the situation could get better, another guy came in and put toast in the toaster, then sat down to wait.  However, the silence in the room made his so uncomfortable that he got up and started pacing back and forth and looking out the window.  Of course, then his toast seemed to take even longer.  Haha, the whole time I almost died of laughter, but also could only look around me in amazement.  

5. Dr. Boyle already gave us homework via email.  Booooooooo.

6. Katie McClureface turned 22 yesterday and had a party.  I got to see Meg Thompson there!  (I literally never see that woman).  I tried to convince her that I should be on her volleyball team...it didn't go over too badly.  (Is that a word???)  Also I discovered a vent hole in the floor of Loretta and Kaitlyn's bedroom upstairs.  I played a really fun game of singing "Jesus loves you" loudly through the hole to the people downstairs who would look around confused.

7. Colleen has pooped twice today.

Hold on to the Lord's promises, mi pequeno pollo.  Ponder LOVE today!

More pictures :)

You got a letter in the mail!!!!

I can't wait until you come home! :)  One more week chica!

PONDER LOVE TODAY.

A Thousand Words

Because I think you might be getting sick of reading my posts...and they say a picture is worth a thousand words, right?

So here are a few pictures for you.  Even though you said you are doing pretty well, I continue to go to daily mass and pray a rosary every day for you.  You fight like a lion and have the endurance of wild horses. <3  I love you.  Ponder Love's creations today.

Because this picture is awesome.

Because this picture speaks to my heart.

Because this is how the real bachelor should be.

Because Paolo.

Because everyone needs a friend who can fit a raisin in her dimples.
P.S. To see the video click here:
https://youtu.be/BvCPLt1U_9w

No caption needed.

Because even though I am a lion, I still occasionally feel like a zebra.

Because I believe in the power of prayer and so do you.  Also because of Love.

“To love thee Jesus, I have but today.”

Laurel, I survived my first ever silent retreat!  

How good is our God?  I feel rested in His peace.  It was such a beautiful experience.  Jesus desired me to come closer and stay longer than I usually do.  I am so grateful He gave me the strength and courage to say YES to a retreat at Pacem.  There was nothing in particular about my time on retreat which took me by surprise or made for a crazy experience.  But it was so intentional and filled with love.  My soul is renewed.  I am made new because I asked Him to make me new.  He gave me a new heart and we just spend time together.

It took me a while to calm my soul and quiet my thoughts.  I slept quite a bit the first afternoon.  I didn’t really want to walk outside for fear of freezing to the sidewalk. (Side note: the worst part about the retreat was the outdoor bathroom.  I am not beneath going in an outhouse, but it is a whole different experience when your butt cheeks freeze to the seat. L)

The hermitage I stayed at was named after St. Paul and it was so cozy.  I turned the heat up to 80 degrees and cuddled in a rocking chair with blankets and slippers.  Pacem had an exercise room which I took advantage of.  It was a nice indoor alternative to the three miles of outdoor walking trails.  (The temperature got down to 15 below so I nixed that option!)…This also gave me an opportunity to keep up with my PT exercises. 

St. Paul hermitage (from Pacem in Terris website)

The library was beautiful and I checked out a book of poems written by St. Therese.  In particular I prayed with “My Song of To-day”.  I have included it below, although I had a different translation (Alan Bancroft) which I liked better.  I can’t find it online but here is a picture of the book cover:

For the most part I tried to just sit and be.  I meditated on a number of scripture readings including The Woman with the Hemorrhage (Mark 5:21-34), Fasting (not fasting around the bridegroom; Mark 2:18-22), and Dependence on God (Luke 12:22-34).  I got to speak with Kaitlyn Gathje on the phone today for a while.  We talked about her first trip to Pacem.  She is such a wise woman and it was so wonderful to catch up!  (Ironically she was supposed to go to Pacem this weekend as well but rescheduled last minute!  Also ironically she is going to be walking the Camino in September!)

Know of the continued prayers I said for you on my retreat, mi pequeño pavo!  I added your name to a basket of intentions at Our Lady of Pacem chapel which over 700 prayer partners commit to praying for every day.

Peace be with you!  Ponder LOVE and His Mercy today!!!!!!!

P.S. I brought your pillow with me on the retreat...it is just so darned comfortable!

My Song of To-day!

Oh! how I love Thee, Jesus! my soul aspires to Thee — And yet for one day only my simple prayer I pray! Come reign within my heart, smile tenderly on me, To-day, dear Lord, to-day.

But if I dare take thought of what the morrow brings — That fills my fickle heart with dreary, dull dismay; I crave, indeed, my God, trials and sufferings, But only for to-day!

O sweetest Star of heaven! O Virgin, spotless, blest, Shining with Jesus’ light, guiding to Him my way! O Mother! ‘neath thy veil let my tired spirit rest, For this brief passing day!

Soon shall I fly afar among the holy choirs, Then shall be mine the joy that never knows decay; And then my lips shall sing, to heaven’s angelic lyres, The eternal, glad To-day!

 

Hello Little One!

Hello Little One!

I continue to freeze my butt off over in my little part of the world.  I am wondering how it is in Poland?  Google tells me it is currently 30 degrees in Warsaw.  This sounds wonderful!!!  I have broken two space heaters as of yet but have faith in my third.  So far it has been a trooper!

Physical therapy continues for me.  I had my fourth appointment this afternoon and have started “upping” the exercises I do.  My IT band (lliotibial band: extends from outside the pelvis over the hip and under knee) is extremely tight and my PT has been massaging it during the last few sessions.  One of those pains that hurts so good….

Yesterday at work I was assigned a new case; a young female who has been in the system for a number of years and refuses to show at court.  I went in this morning to begin tracking her down and learning her story.  Day one: I found out she attempted suicide last night and is currently in the hospital.  This isn’t her first attempt.  As of now she won’t be released.  They will probably transition her right to in-patient treatment.  Please pray for her!  (Child protection is involved which is never good, so pray for her family as well.)

Yet, the Lord is so faithful.  This morning in prayer I sat with HOPE.  (This was before I found out about the young woman mentioned above).  Jesus knew I would be finding out shortly, so He gave me hope.  I reflected on how beautiful a time of darkness is because only in times of trial are we given the gift of hope.  Fr. Jacques Philippe says love cannot exist without hope, because hope nourishes love.  Hope brings freedom.

I am going on a personal retreat this weekend at Pacem.  I will be there about 48 hours.  Please pray that I can receive whatever Jesus desires for me.  This is my first personal retreat and I am psyched!  Also pray I don’t freeze to death.

Sending you a spiritual bouquet!  A beautiful bouquet for a beautiful human being.  Three masses, three rosaries, and two divine mercy chaplets coming your way.

Anne is eating your taco shells for dinner.  I would yell at her but I have been eating your cheerios for breakfast…

Also on a sad note: Alan Rickman died.  I am not sure if you have heard.  In memory of the great actor we must have a Rickman marathon when you get back!  So far here is my list:

1.     Die Hard J

2.     Sense and Sensibility (I am reading it right now!)

3.     Love Actually

4.     Robin Hood: Men in Tights

5.     All HP movies (obviously)

6.     Sister Act 1 & 2 (Alan Rickman is not actually in these films.  I just want to watch them)

In honor of Alan Rickman

I want to tell you two more important things.

1. Final decision: I said no to camp.

2. Final decision: I am going on the Camino this summer.

(3. I would love to go on the Camino with you.  Pray about it.)

I love you so much!  Ponder LOVE today and enjoy these videos I made for you!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6hVXmGnS_sk

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pyLI5W7l320

In Christ, 

the (frozen) mangy feline.

Casual Life Update.

Sometimes I get really discouraged at work.  I feel like I am not really doing anything to help the kids I work with.  I know I can have honorable intentions, but honorable intentions don't stop kids from doing what they want.  It's hard to visit the same kids day in and day out and feel like I am getting nowhere.  But on the other hand, it's not really fair for me to expect any of these kids to meet my goals and standards.  Still, I feel like I waste my time trying to encourage and build up these teens who tune me out.  I don't sit and lecture them...I really do try to engage in conversation...but more often then not they end up skipping school and getting into trouble regardless of anything I do.  I am slowly learning how little I am.  (I used to think I liked the feeling of littleness.)  In actuality, I like being the hero.  I like feeling like I have "saved" someone.  God is teaching me I cannot save; I can only love.

Grrrrrr....real life lessons. ;)

In other news, I went home for the weekend.  My uncle's 50th birthday was this week so my mom organized a family train ride.  We took the amtrak from Winona to Lacrosse (about a 20 minute ride).  The kids had a blast!  Lucas ran after a large black man screaming "Daddy!"  (Classic Lucas.  Just goes to show what my brother looks like at a glance.).  He also wouldn't leave the cat alone and got scratched in the face.  I asked Jack what happened and he told me Lucas got the owie from him.  Liar.

Lucas' battle wounds.

Jack

I got to spend quite a bit of time with Evelyn.  She is pretty mobile these days and such a squirmer.  This made Mass rather difficult on Sunday.  She grabbed my dress at one point when she was sitting on my lap.  Then I stood up and lifted her to my hip....up came the dress.  #awkward.

https://youtu.be/E7TEiRkPvv0

Paul had a cold this weekend and got snot over everything.  Rose had a couple of bloody noses as well.  (She also kept checking her tummy at the restaurant trying to see if it was getting any bigger.)  Bella let me tie a balloon in her hair during Thomas' baptism party.  She looked like one of those cell phone commercials where you can track your family and friends' locations.

Last night I had a sleepover with Megan Hastings.  It was so good to see her.  She just got back from her trip to Rome.  She made calzones, I dyed her hair, we gave each other back rubs, and we ended up sleeping in her roommate’s bed.  I slept like a baby.  It was so warm.

Jesus has been pulling me close.  I pray for you constantly.  Don't worry about responding back to me.  I am not really sure if you read these blog posts, but I guess I will find out eventually. :)  Two more rosaries and two more masses for you, my dear. ++++

Live FEARLESS and FREE and Ponder Love Today!

P.S. Los Vikingos perdimos L  Fue triste.  Thomas lloró.